Sorry to hear your problems can't be solved with hearing aids. It's terrible not being able to hear. I don't know how you got your nerve damage in your ears, if it was from the military that's a disability.
I enjoy driving around our country on it's interstate roads & bridges. I like my clean drinking water and sanitation system. I'm also glad to help kids get educated on a full stomach because this increases the likelihood of them staying in school because I see a bigger picture. If they get an education their less likely to commit crimes, prematurely have families and stay out of jail. Yes I am willing to pay a little more in taxes for this. You eluded to the fact that I might be getting a hand-out. My positions has evolved from when I was a young working man. I used to view unemployment as a crutch that would make a person lazy so I never partook in the “DOLE” I still don't. As I've gotten older I realize that people do need help in their lives, the unemployed deserve a helping hand, along with the disabled, poor kids and seniors etc, etc.
As far as me fooling myself into believing what I think I know. I research what I have to do. For example, I get the necessary permits because being a student of human nature I realize the person in-charge would like nothing better then to tell you what you can & can't do so why would I let them bird me by being unprepared. I take responsibility for what I do, instead of trying to blame others for my misfortunes.
So what I do know for sure is I've never had a bad day in my life. I just refuse to be consumed with taxes, price of gas, food or any other thing that a person can do nothing about.