Bobby, I'm glad to hear the doctors are playing it safe with Sarah's digestive tract. The feeding tube sounds like something that's hard to get used to. If she can think of other, more pleasant things, some of the discomfort may subside. If I think about my phantom hand, it balls up into a fist and the fingernails dig into its palm. The discomfort goes away if I concentrate on something else (a stubbed toe works well). Let Sarah know we're cheering her on (in a quiet way).
Your porch looks very inviting and the wood walls are a perfect accent with the kayak. It might be time to take a break and savor the view of the BB Estate.