My shop is slowly killing me.
Frustration is at an eleven and motivation is a negative four.
Self created hardships are the worst, especially when you are surrounded by them, trying to dig myself out of them. Sold a couple more things on craigslist, trying to decide if I should register a truck I hate or if I should just get the title and sell it as is. Thought I had a swap deal for something I could use, but no go on that. Oh well, life is full of twists and turns, seems like every project I have is a speed bump or worse.
Wondering if deciding to keep the ambulance is the reason I am so down? Probably, but I have so many other things to worry about, not even thinking about that right now.
The air compressor repair guy is coming over on Wednesday afternoon, so I have to get the place cleaned up and ready to use for that purpose.
I need to take an hour or more and step back to see what is going on, I am losing focus and it is creating issues in every part of my life.
What you are going through is EXACTLY why it's so liberating to get rid stuff. Like 60-75% (or most) of the stuff. Honestly, you'd probably be a happier person with 10% of the stuff you have. But, it's really hard to see that when you're surrounded by so much. It all looks like work and it keeps you from doing what you want to do.
I've had this conversation with an acquaintance of mine whom is so stuck on getting what each item is worth, and when there's a potential buyer, he gives them unreasonable prices. He's told me several times that he wants a "clean slate" but he's not willing to go after it the simple way.
I was that way, too, I thought I'd lose $ by purging. The more I purged (and sold) the more I really understood that the money doesn't matter in comparison to the freedom. And also, more money came in than I assumed. But, I had to open the floodgates and let stuff fly.
If things didn't sell or a deal didn't work out, that's life. Lower the price and someone will come. You'll be surprised that the person that flakes, contacts you and ******* that they missed out. It's happened to me a few times since summer. It's further proof that those people most likely do that stuff elsewhere in life and it doesn't effect my life, whatsoever.
Real talk... it's just stuff. The value or control you put on it is your own. If you're frustrated because you'd like to be further along, maybe it's time you take more drastic measures?