I hate learning new engines.............
Admit it, you like learning new things. You just get annoyed being pressured to have to learn new things or when you have to fix some lame-*** other persons crappy fix. Just to get what you wanted done.
Glad you took truck and trailer inventory. It's always good to step back and take an honest look at our stuff. Decide what is too heavy on the soul and what can be thinned and why it can go. Today is not the same day as when you got the stuff, priorities change and so does where we stand in our lives.
Question is, where do we want to go and what we are taking with us or using to get there?
I need to do that all the time. Right now for me, I have 20 hammers in different states of repair:
need handles
need customize handles
need stain finished handles
mount handles
customize hammer heads
polish customized faces/heads
BLO or paint heads
mount heads
make bigger hammer rack
20 more waiting to decide what to do with them
Not one is finished. I "plan" on getting them all to the staining stage and do a group staining for them all. I don't want to pull out the stain stuff just for one handle...
Meanwhile, I feel like I haven't gotten any of them done. Because I haven't.
I plan on using them for silversmithing/jewelry making. But I'm in a funk because I have a cloud over my head by not finishing any of them. And then, when I do do a little jewelry making, I use the little $1.95 chicom cross peen hammer I have had for decades. Then I feel bad that I've spent so much time on the other hammers when I don't really "need" them.
What a crazy feedback loop huh?
I will defend myself by saying the hammers are used, vintage and inexpensive. I sat and watched movies while I custom filed/rasped/sanded the handles and heads. Rarely do I use the grinder. So I wasn't wasting time just watching movies This just kills my hands too, arthritis, but the hands on feel is what makes these so nice to hold...
I also have the satisfaction that I made them. The handles fit my hand and arm length, well balanced. The faces are shiny and blemish free. I will have returned a vintage $5 stanley tin smithing/riveting hammer into a useful tool.
You do the same thing, just with trucks and bigger stuff.
Don't get me wrong, it's still a crazy self defeating ride, sometimes we ride, sometimes we drive. But it's our ride.