No progress, seems like motivation is expensive right now, can't afford it...........
I have been trying to unload the burb for a few days, can't seem to wrap my head around it, I unload a few things, then get sidetracked, then have to leave or do something else.
I am pretty sure that I haven't really planned anything for a while (except that job), I am being reactive versus proactive and it *****.
I have a mess in every office I work out of, not one shop space I have can be used, every vehicle I own has an "issue", even my GF's car has problems that suddenly became mine, it is my fault and I know it. I need to start taking control of things a bit more, looks like the biggest issue being able to get up early and get out of the house. My GF has a rotating schedule and we are on the bad portion, she takes over the only bathroom in the house from 5:15 am to 6:30, my preferred and most productive wake up time is 5:30 am, without two showers, we just haven't been able to make it happen. So for the last 6 months, I get one month that is productive (GF goes to work at 10 AM) and the next month is total ****, I end up going to bed later, getting up later, wasting time, all around it is a terrible experience and there is no changing things on her end. I have to get up at 4 AM to make things work for both of us (we need a gap in shower times due to hot water), I don't want to do this, because I need to go be asleep at 9PM to make this happen and with the warmer weather and more daylight, it is going to be a problem. I also have to shower in the morning, I am a hot sleeper and there is a lot of sweat, so I do not want to start my day off like that. Without getting up at 4AM, I can't be to the Hill until 8 AM at the earliest, this doesn't include if I want to stretch or eat breakfast, so I usually end up going to bed at midnight, waking up at 7:30AM and getting to the Hill about 9:30AM, it feels like the day is over already compared to being here at 7AM, plus my motivation is all screwed up.
I hope to have the office upstairs at the Hill done by July, then I can use the shower up there, that way I can leave the house earlier and get going with my normal day.